By Sister Initiate Pan Pan, Taipei,
Formosa
When I was
newly initiated, all I knew was to meditate and pray to Master for help
if I had any problem. I did not know that I should pray and transfer
the merits to others after meditation.
One day, a brother
initiate said to me: "We have to know how to pray correctly. We may
pray that God gives us whatever is good for us." Hence, after each meditation
session, I would pray in this way, that was, if I remembered to pray
at all.
At the end of
each group meditation session, I always sang along with everyone the
Verses for Transferring Merits, but I had no idea what it was for.Neither
did I know that there is merit to be derived from meditation.One evening
after the group meditation, a brother initiate announced, "Let us transfer
the merit of today's meditation to all sentient beings in hopes that
they will be enlightened soon."Only then did I know the meaning of "merit
transfer" and only then did I realize that meditation could generate
merit that could be transferred to other people. Since that day, I have
transferred the merits of my meditations to all sentient beings.
One day while
I was meditating, I suddenly felt that Master was physically unwell;
I was so upset that I cried. Therefore, during that meditation session,
I prayed to God to bestow good health on Her.
Of course, I
would also pray for myself when needed, but I found that I didn't really
have to pray much for myself; in many aspects Master is already taken
good care of me. Often it is when I sincerely pray for the world and
all sentient beings that I have very good experiences.