☆Refreshing Meditation
Is Better Than
Deep
Sleep
/By
Brother Initiate Lu Ren, Taipei, Formosa
In
the past I held very deep rooted concepts, thinking that a human being
could only feel good if one has a full eight-hour sleep. Also that
working through the night, sleeping too late or poor quality sleep
would adversely affect one's mood and work the next day.
These concepts did
not changed until I served in the army. At that time, because of digging
work and preparation for war on the outer islands of Chinmen, I often
did not have enough sleep. During the holidays, many people put a
"holiday badge" on their chests and slept longer. At that time, I
had on average five hours of sleep every day. At times, it was even
less. But during those two years of service, my mind and physical
fitness were in peak condition. I remember once after a night's work
without sleep, the commander allowed us to have two hours of rest.
After that two hour sleep, I was highly spirited with the power like
that of a lion or tiger. It was like having slept for three days.
I remembered that Napoleon had no sleep for several days and yet he
was able to command his army, fully spirited, by utilizing just small
periods of time to rest. So I wondered how can just two hours of sleep
fully replenish all one's energy? I knew the answer probably lay with
the quality of sleep.
There was more time
for sleep after leaving the military service. However, I could not
sleep when I lay on my bed, although I often had dreams. Very often,
I seemed to be awake the whole night till dawn. Even though I had
lay down for a full eight hours my spirit was poor when I got up and
I could not concentrate. It was like a lack of sleep syndrome that
I was experiencing. It was totally different from when I was a soldier
and was so exhausted every day that I fell asleep immediately the
moment I lay down, without dreaming. Whenever I got up, it was like
only five minutes had elapsed.
After initiation,
Master only asks us to do a little "homework" -- keep the five precepts
and meditate for two and half hours every day. Initially I thought,
what's the difficulty with this? However, as a matter of fact, I often
did not do enough "homework". Often, at the end of a busy day's work,
small matters and trying to put my three-year-old boy with unlimited
energy to sleep, my wife (a fellow initiate) and I were already exhausted.
After less than an hour's meditation, we often made a poor excuse
to go to sleep since it was usually late and we had work the next
day. Recently, during meditation, I suddenly realized that we have
been cheated by the mind. In fact, meditation does not conflict with
sleep because meditation is more restful than sleep. The satisfaction
experienced after being in samadhi cannot be compared to sleeping.
Even without achieving the state of samadhi, meditation is still better
than sleeping, although my back is often a little sore and my legs
a bit numb because my sitting posture is not as comfortable as during
sleep. Upon asking my wife and other fellow practitioners how one
felt if one meditated or continued doing Master's work no matter how
late into the night, everyone said that the next morning one's spirit
would not only be rested, but also one felt very stable due to Master's
nurturing.
So, brothers and
sisters, meditation does not rob us of sleep but instead enhances
the state of rest, making us feel more satisfied. Therefore, isn't
it true that the less sleep we have the more time we will have to
meditate?
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