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The Love From Heaven
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Looking back on my life since initiation, the changes have been like miracles. It was Master who helped me to ascend from the levels of hell into the realms of heaven.
Since I was a very young girl, I have always been spoiled by my parents because they had problems in their marriage. As a result, they treated me as the spiritual sustenance of their lives. However, I also became dependent on them. The whole family was bound very tightly together because of our emotional attachments. I had a very easy life. My friends and relatives all loved and cared for me, but I felt tired of life and no longer wanted to live. I often asked within my heart: What is the purpose of life.
Finally, I got a copy of Master's sample booklet and book one of "The Key of Immediate Enlightenment, which are like precious treasures. I decided to start a vegetarian diet, and I wanted to get initiated. By Master's great blessing power and after three months of vegetarian diet, I easily received initiation. During this period, my parents, who love me deeply, thought that this was just another one of my passing fancies and that I was not serious about it. They thought that it would be impossible for me to stay with my practice because I used to love eating meat so much, but I became more and more serious and was finally initiated.
After initiation, my determination to practice was very strong. I vowed in my heart: Whatever the situation and wherever I am, I will definitely meditate two and a half hours everyday.
In the northern part of the country, it is very cold in the winter. My home is a little far from the group meditation place. One time, on the way to group meditation, I was so cold that I cried. However, I knew clearly that I had heavy karma and a lot of obstacles. I know I can quickly erase the karma only by meditating more and going to more group meditations. Unless I can not stand on my feet, I will go to group meditation.
After initiation, my parents discovered that I was not so attached to them nor dependent on them like before. They were extremely worried that they might lose me. Therefore, they began to strongly disapprove of my practice. I was brought up in a very sheltered and comfortable environment, I never experienced such a severe test. At this painful and helpless moment, I cried and asked Master for help. Immediately I heard the inner sound clearly and loudly, and felt Her great love surrounding and smoothing me. I wiped my tears and my mind became calm. I knew that She was beside me and protecting me. Therefore, no matter how serious the test or storm, I need not fear.
My inner heart knows clearly that it was Master who had protected me and helped me pass the test and cut my emotional attachments, which bound me for a long time. Several days later, my parents' attitude softened and they apologized to me, which was something that I could hardly imagine them doing. Gradually, they found that I had not become a bad person; but, on the contrary, had become more loving and hardly ever got sick. In the past, they used to spoil me and I never thought of thanking them. I did not really love them much, and even sometimes hurt them because of my stubbornness. Now, they feel that I sincerely love and respect them and show them filial obedience. They also feel that I have become more and more gentle. With Master's grace, sometimes I talked to them about Her teachings spontaneously.
One time, after I came back from group meditation, my mother, who was sickly, told me that she saw throughout the whole night a very strong white light, and at the end saw two huge snakes leave her body. The next morning she felt very light and comfortable. Due to Master's blessing, my mother, many times, has smelt a very strong scent of sandalwood. The most incredible thing is that my parents told me that they have decided to become vegetarians. My mom wants to learn the Convenient Method. My father said, "How can that be? As soon as I smell that meat, I feel sick. I deeply and sincerely thank Master in my heart -- my true, loving Mother. It was Your blessing power which changed and took care of the whole family.
After my parents started a vegetarian diet, their complexions became more beautiful. Some of their friends who have not seen them for a long time said that they have become younger and more beautiful. The family's atmosphere has become more harmonious, my parents not only support me to go to group meditation, but also their minds are more open and they have become happier. It was not only the family atmosphere which had changed after I started practicing, but also right now it is as if I am living in heaven, the inner happiness fills my heart. Every time I meditate, I am absorbed in Master's grace; everyday is a brand new beginning. I treasure the opportunity to be the disciple of a living Buddha, and I grab every chance to learn lessons on how to change my bad habits and wrong ideas, which have been accumulated over many lifetimes.
If we love Master we should learn Her love and patience. Being Master's tools, we should spread Her love and change our inner character. Then we can change our environments. There is no predetermined fate that we can not change, there is no difficulty we can not overcome, as long as we believe in Master and the Quan Yin Method wholeheartedly, practice diligently, and go to more group meditations.
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