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One day Master watched the video series "Emperor Qian Long Travels in Southern China in Disguise" with us. The series included a plot about the emperor falling in love with a southern beauty. Meanwhile, however, he is forced to return to the imperial court to handle official matters and cannot stay any longer. Qian Long is so in love with this woman that he tries all he can to take her back with him to the capital city. He even risks his own safety by divulging the secret schedule of his homebound trip by water, hoping that she will meet him on the wharf and he can smuggle her on board. For some reason, which I cannot recall, the woman does not show up. As the ship sails farther and farther away, Qian Long stands on the deck looking forlornly back into the distance. His lonely reflection in the green waters mirrors his unspeakable sadness. The camera stops on the scene of the solitary ship sailing in the distant horizon. Here, we heard Master speak faintly, "Isn't this scene so familiar? So familiar! I know this feeling. It seems that I've been through this before." Then she asked, "Have you ever felt like this?" Her voice was full of helplessness.

Master once made an analogy in another story. Once upon a time, there was a king who was determined to give up his throne to seek the Truth. His wives and concubines and the royal family wanted to follow him, not knowing that there would be trial after trial waiting for them. His mother was overcome by fatigue. Then the queen collapsed from exhaustion. Even as he saw them fall and stop one after another, the king kept going. Though he felt sad for them, he had to go on and only those who could keep up continued to follow him.

During a seven-day retreat, Master asked the group of fellow practitioners, "Are you ready to climb mountains and cross rivers with me?" Everyone rubbed his or her palms and replied, "Yes!" Even as the words rang in their ears, many had begun to fall behind or drop to the ground. Some, though still on their feet, had already quietly retreated into the mundane world.

My dear Quan Yin family, persevere. Let us not have our Master feel that unspeakable sadness on some other wharf again.