June
23, 1991 was the day of initiation
for sister Li's sister-in-law and her family. When they invited sister Li
to visit Hsihu Center with them, she accepted the invitation thinking there
would be no harm in just going there for a look. Hsihu Center was packed with
a large crowd that day, and sister Li's appearance in a short skirt drew much
attention. Her improper way of dressing resulted in a heated argument with
fellow initiates on duty. It was only later that sister Li realized Master
was using this incident to erase some of her karma. At the time, however,
the harsh reprimands she received under the eyes of many people greatly embarrassed
her. Pride and a strong ego got in the way. She could not understand Master's
painstaking arrangements. Deep down in her heart, she retorted, "I have no
intention of requesting initiation. Why should anyone care how I dress?" To
avoid attracting too much attention, however, she changed into a pair of trousers
that she purchased at the publication circulation counter.
A heavy rain
that day washed away the dust and the dirt, both tangible and intangible.
When the sky cleared, sister Li walked around and found herself at the initiation
request counter. All requests for initiation had been screened and people
were waiting to receive initiation in the main hall. Suddenly, she heard a
Quan Yin messenger say, "If this sister is going to take initiation, please
fill out the form quickly." Sister Li looked around; there was no one else
near her. Perhaps her new pair of meditation trousers gave the deceptive appearance
of one preparing to receive initiation. As she stood there disconcerted, she
heard the Quan Yin messenger speak again. It was thus through this incredible
arrangement by Master that sister Li completed the application form and received
initiation without any trouble.
Although her
ignorant mind had tried to clamp down on her aspiring soul by generating a
misleading message, it failed to block out God's omniscient and almighty wisdom.
God always knows the best time for a person to receive initiation. However,
hurdle after hurdle continued to arise in her mind, hindering her from serious
spiritual practice after the initiation. Still, Master mercifully treats and
cares for all disciples equally without discrimination.
In December
1995, four years after the initiation, sister Li had a motorbike accident
on her way home. She sustained severe facial injuries and a concussion. The
doctor placed her under observation for a few days before deciding to operate.
On the night before her surgery, while still in a coma, she saw a being dressed
in black coming toward her. "Your time has come. Come with me quickly," it
said, seizing her hand, dragging her to the window, and demanding that she
jump down with it. In extreme terror, sister Li struggled with all her strength.
At this critical moment, she turned her head and saw Master's manifestation
form, in a sapphire blue Au Lac gown, appear by her side. Master's comforting
words rang in her ears, "Don't be afraid. It's all right! It's all right!"
Master spoke to the being, and after what seemed to be a brief negotiation,
it departed in silence. Not only did Master mercifully save her life but the
surgery left no scars on her face.
This was a
blessing in disguise! Every mishap that happens after initiation carries a
positive significance. The traffic accident awakened sister Li to the preciousness
of the initiation and Master's infinite love and compassion. It also eliminated
many obstacles created by her human mind. Now she practices diligently and
participates in the work at her local Center, enthusiastically hoping to repay
Master's grace.