I
came to the States from mainland China in the summer of
1996, and I was initiated in December of the same year.
My father was an educated urban youth and went to work in
the countryside in the early 1960s. He was an enthusiastic
materialist. He was good at debating and also liked to argue
with others. Recently, he retired because of his leg disease,
and began to read all kinds of philosophy books that I left
at home before I went abroad. Occasionally, we wrote to
each other exchanging what we had learned from our studies.
My father is a kind of difficult to persuade person. One
year ago when I wanted to become a vegetarian, he was the
one who opposed it the most intensely. Therefore, this time,
I did not tell my parents and relatives about my initiation
in advance.
However,
one month after my initiation, I received a letter from
my father. In his letter, he said, "...I do not quite understand
the 'Tao' that you are pursuing. But it was strange that
one day in mid-December 1996, I sensed a kind of immediate
enlightenment and my thinking had a sudden change. I felt
that the 'materialism' that I believed in before seemed
not to be quite true, and that there might be an unknown
element (might be a spirit) that exists prior to the so-called
coming of material into being."
After
reading his letter, I was surprised. In Chapter 25 of the
"Tao Te Jing," Lao Tze said, "There is a certain thing that
existed before the world came into being...It is the origin
of the universe. I know not its name, so I inadequately
call it the 'Tao'..." In fact, my father realized some of
the "Tao" by himself. Although he might have not been enlightened,
his level of consciousness has been elevated at least. The
fact that he could suddenly give up the materialistic thinking
that he firmly believed in for decades and that this happened
right around the time of my initiation is truly an amazing
thing. I think that this is part of what is referred to
by "liberating the five generations" or "elevating the level
of consciousness" that Master has talked about.
During
the 5-day retreat last Christmas, I talked with a sister
initiate about my father's stubbornness. I never thought
that he would change. In fact, ever since I met Master,
this is not the first magical incident that has happened
to me. I feel deeply grateful to Master for Her compassion
and great power.
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