The
process for me to meet Master was not exciting and earthshaking, and
it would not move people to tears. It was only a part of my spiritual
development which could not be more ordinary. |
My father was
a sincere Truth seeker. Therefore, whatever was beneficial to his spiritual
practice and within the scope of his ability, he would try to do it with all
his efforts and did not expect anything in return. However, he had never attained
the so-called "high level". The first time he heard Master speak at Sun Yat-Sen
Memorial Hall, he got initiated, with no hesitation at all, after the lecture.
He started to be a vegetarian
when he was very young, but he was not a strict one. After he was initiated,
he switched to a pure vegetarian diet immediately. Although my mother was not
initiated at that time, she was not oppose to it at all. Instead, she also went
on a vegetarian diet. Since then, my father often told us some of Master's stories
and teachings. In the beginning, I could not understand those profound teachings
at all. Later, bit by bit, I came to understand them. My mother and I were gradually
influenced, became pure vegetarians, and wanted to be initiated.
Then my mother met a fellow
initiate who ran a traditional Chinese pharmacy near our home. She often went
there to say hello to them.
The two families became more
and more acquainted, familiar with each other. The sister initiate who owned
the pharmacy often taught my mother how to cook various delicious vegetarian
dishes. She also introduced us to many other fellow initiates. My mother and
I understood more of Master's teachings and our faith in Master became deeper.
Soon after, we were initiated.
In the beginning when I was
initiated, I clung too much to inner experiences. Hence I could not obtain what
I expected even when I meditated diligently. Therefore, I became more and more
sluggish in my practice. That was only for a period of time. After I went through
that period, I started to meditate diligently again. I noticed that whenever
I encountered difficulty, as soon as I broke through it, I would feel that I
had made more progress and understood Master better. Hence, I would have more
faith in Her. So I think that breaking through difficulties is a very precious
experience and lesson that we should learn.
I rejoice very much that,
when I encountered difficulties and adversities, I did not go through hardships
and frustrations like some other fellow initiates did, and that I did not have
to be like the ancient people who had to climb mountains and cross rivers to
seek the Truth and to find the Truth only after experiencing innumerable trials
and tribulations. I am truly very fortunate! Although the process of seeking
the Truth and pursuing my spiritual practice was very ordinary, Master has said,
"We do not have to experience hardships and deprivation to pursue spiritual
practice." Therefore, I feel that it is not bad to practice and live like I
do, and that to be ordinary is an ordinary pleasure.
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