Master's WondersJesus Christ Hands Me To You
By Would-be Initiate Liu, Taegu, Korea
(Originally in Korean)
I am a Catholic living in Taegu, Korea. I have not yet been initiated. At the beginning of August I went to an old temple in the mountains for a one month retreat. In the mountains, I received Master's book. Before I read it I prayed to God, "If this book contains the Truth, please let me accept it." I also prayed to You, " This is Your book. If it contains the Truth I have been seeking, please help me." Then I turned to the first page of the book. Immediately, my head felt like it was being struck by thunder and it also felt like it was conducting electricity. Tears fell as I was reading the book.
First Experience
While meditating, I eventually saw Jesus Christ - He handed me to You. You were wearing a white dress and white hat. Doubts arose within me and I immediately recited loudly Jesus Christ's name and also Your name. After reciting more than ten times, both of You did not disappear. You looked at Christ and said, "Look! Your disciple's doubts are so great." Christ heard this and started to laugh. Then You looked at me and said, "From today onwards, I will teach you."
Suddenly You flew gently and sat in the midst of the universe. The place You were sitting started to vibrate like waves. From the top of my head, I heard the sound of church bells and my whole brain was vibrating. You told me, "Remain in the sound stream vibration." But this poor child started to doubt again. However, this time I dared not recite loudly, instead I only secretly recited the names of Christ and Ching Hai Wu Shang Shih. Both of You were still there. You saw through me. Shaking Your head, You said to Christ, "How could this disciple of Yours have such a heavy, doubtful heart." Christ started to laugh again. The sound stream in my head was still there. The ringing of bells grew louder and kept on changing. You said, "Right! The rain will cleanse everything and will create the new. You should be cleansed too." I was very moved, and thankfulness flowed out from my heart. But I thanked Christ first, "Jesus Christ! I thank You. I am no one, yet You did not desert me. Today You handed me into the hands of a great living Master. I am really moved. I love You." You said to Christ, "Your disciple is very loyal to You." He started to laugh again. The ringing of the vibrating bells hovered in my head for many days.
Second Experience
While meditating, I was cooking for both of You. Christ ate dry rice. You ate rice broth with a red sweet potato in it. Both of You ate together.
Third Experience
Master was wearing a golden colored dress and hat, and was sitting on a chair. Some fellow initiates were gathered around You. I was also sitting on the ground near Your right. Looking at the black shoes You were wearing, I was thinking of comparing the size of my feet with Yours. I thought that Your feet were smaller and it would be impossible for me to fit the shoes. I was only thinking inside but You saw through me. You gave Your right shoe to me and said, "Try it on!" I put it on. It fitted perfectly and felt very comfortable!
Fourth Experience
I was sitting at the front of a two wooden-wheeled horse carriage. Master was sitting at the back. There were no oxen, no horses, it was moving by itself. All these were the most vivid experiences I ever had.
Now my heart is really suffering. Already I cannot stand my own blindness and ignorance. I have been waiting for You for a very long time! It has been a very painful search for me. Master, please let me be initiated and let me have a chance to participate in this seven-day retreat and stay by Your side for a few more days to let me have more time to see You. Master, I believe You must know that I have been yearning so much to see You. I have already fallen in love with You! I trust You! I'm yearning to be initiated soon. I also thank Master for all the arrangements You have made for me.
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Jesus Christ Hands Me To You