Master 
                has said that if we carry the Kingdom of God within us, every 
                place we go will become Heaven. The 2002 "Merry Christmas" 
                International Five-day Retreat, held from December 24 - 28 at 
                the Florida Center, was a blissful reminder of the Heaven that 
                is possible when we focus wholeheartedly on God and strive diligently 
                for spiritual progress. 
              Unlike 
                other retreats in the past, strict rules were imposed at the 2002 
                Christmas retreat, as Master lived up to the ancient martial arts 
                adage "expect the unexpected" and offered participants 
                a series of enlightening surprises. For example, on the first 
                day the initiates were informed that the retreat was silent - 
                there was to be no talking except to carry out work projects, 
                conduct necessary interactions with work teams and the like. Other 
                changes from the norm were the relatively few interactions among 
                Master and disciples (Master only spoke once or twice to the various 
                ethnic groups present in separate sessions). In addition, Master 
                instituted an age restriction for the retreat so as to control 
                distractions due to illness and discomfort among older and very 
                young practitioners; and no performance or Christmas party was 
                held. All of these innovations taught the participants valuable 
                lessons in spontaneity, in overcoming established modes of thinking, 
                and in completely putting down worldly matters to focus on God, 
                thus setting new patterns for future retreats.  
               The 
                blissful atmosphere of the event was typical of former holiday 
                retreats, but was more reserved in tone due to the increased emphasis 
                on silence and inward-directedness. The Florida Center's bright, 
                colorful decorations made the retreat look like a traditional 
                Christmas festival, with tiny white lights festooning the trees, 
                multi-colored tinsel sculptures arrayed on the lawns and trees, 
                and vibrant displays of Master's books, tapes, artwork and Celestial 
                Clothes and Jewelry arrayed in neat, colorful booths. Approximately 
                1,400 initiates traveled from Europe, Asia, Oceania, Africa, Central 
                and South America, and various parts of North America to participate.
The 
                blissful atmosphere of the event was typical of former holiday 
                retreats, but was more reserved in tone due to the increased emphasis 
                on silence and inward-directedness. The Florida Center's bright, 
                colorful decorations made the retreat look like a traditional 
                Christmas festival, with tiny white lights festooning the trees, 
                multi-colored tinsel sculptures arrayed on the lawns and trees, 
                and vibrant displays of Master's books, tapes, artwork and Celestial 
                Clothes and Jewelry arrayed in neat, colorful booths. Approximately 
                1,400 initiates traveled from Europe, Asia, Oceania, Africa, Central 
                and South America, and various parts of North America to participate. 
              
              
              On the first day of the retreat, Master came to 
                the afternoon and evening sessions and meditated with disciples, 
                but left as soon as each of the sessions was over. She did not 
                talk to the initiates on this day, and everyone could thus feel 
                that it was indeed a silent retreat meant to help us focus intensely 
                on the inner God Power.
              The next day was Christmas, and Master allowed 
                the Aulacese initiates to see Her in the afternoon and explained 
                why She had not allowed children and older initiates to attend 
                the retreat, saying that children must play, so it was not appropriate 
                for them to attend the retreat. With the weather being unpleasant 
                and many hours of meditation being required, it was not suitable 
                for the older initiates either. Master then asked if we wanted 
                Her to become a nice teacher or a good teacher, adding that She 
                must be a good teacher and obey God's will to change the retreat 
                rules to become stricter because meditation is very important. 
                She reminded us of the purpose of our spiritual practice and the 
                goal of this retreat: to find our Real Self. So we need to meditate 
                seriously. Only those who were sincere and could sit for long 
                hours were allowed to come this time. We need to pull ourselves 
                up. If we cannot pull ourselves up first, how can we uplift our 
                loved ones? We must meditate diligently, be serious about our 
                practice and pay attention to ourselves alone, not so as to be 
                selfish, but to find our real Self and gain back our Divine Right.
              Master also described how She helped the needy 
                and hungry in the streets. When She felt they were really in need, 
                She gave them food or money, and was very happy just to see how 
                they ate Her food or to witness the joy on their faces when they 
                received Her charity. This was sufficient reward in itself, and 
                even if She had to buy hamburgers for someone who was hungry, 
                She was willing to accept the karma. 
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