
              On the night of December 25 Master allowed Chinese 
                initiates to see Her after She had seen the Aulacese, and reminded 
                them that during this precious retreat they should only remember 
                God instead of trying to fulfill mundane desires or resolve family 
                troubles, thus affecting others around them. She said that from 
                now on only those who are sincere about God deserve to attend 
                retreats, adding that She does not simply want to be a nice person, 
                but more importantly, She must be a true Master and Her duty is 
                to convey the Truth from God to us, and not please and entertain 
                everyone as a nice person does. 
              In addition, Master illustrated how to show love 
                naturally through an event from Her own life that recently occurred 
                in a furniture store during Christmastime, and concluded that 
                when we help others and make them happy, we double our happiness 
                - one source of happiness is the joy of helping others and the 
                other is the joy of the receiver. 
              
              On December 26, Master allowed Westerners and 
                initiates from other countries to see Her and apologized for Her 
                strictness, but reiterated that God had instructed Her to be a 
                good Master, not just a nice person. Master then went on to emphasize 
                the importance of pursuing enlightenment in spiritual practice 
                and of being at retreats only with God and not with family or 
                other reasons in mind. She stressed putting down everything to 
                serve God, citing the example of Her own choice of hair color 
                and style based on God's will. She concluded this point by saying, 
                "Life is simpler when you listen to God." 
              Next Master said that love without wisdom is disaster, 
                and gave the example of some residents who had built a house for 
                Her birds. In the process of construction, they installed windows 
                at the north and south ends instead of only on the west, as She 
                had instructed. So instead of receiving warm breezes through the 
                west window, the birds would feel a chilly wind blowing in from 
                the north that would go directly through to the window on the 
                opposite wall. For this reason, and because of many other minor 
                mistakes, such as poisonous fumes from the glue used, incorrect 
                walls, etc., Her birds could not stay in the new house but had 
                to remain in cramped quarters until these problems were resolved. 
                Using this case, Master showed that we must strive for 100% enlightenment 
                at all costs so that our actions are guided by wisdom as well 
                as love. 
              
              On the retreat's last day, the initiates meditated 
                in a long final session, from 8:00 AM to 2:00 PM, and 30 minutes 
                before the end of this session Master came to say good-bye and 
                reminded us that She loved us so much that She felt She had to 
                disobey God to come to see everyone at that time, and would pay 
                God back later.
              Master also prompted us that in order to make 
                progress during retreats, we must put down everything in the mundane 
                world, leaving our jobs and families behind and writing the word 
                "Dead" on our foreheads. She said that we must decide 
                to make God our number one priority during these times. Then, 
                reminding us of the ephemeral nature of the physical world, Master 
                said that our earthly spouses can leave us at any time, but our 
                Heavenly spouse (God) will stay with us forever. Thus, we must 
                honor the God within us by making Hirm number one during the time 
                of a retreat. 
              Hearing Master's comments, everyone was touched, 
                and then Master cried, noting that She loves us very much and 
                that She had to be strict only to help us progress. Everyone then 
                cried together due to the power of God's love, in a touching moment 
                of parting. 
              At retreat's end, the rewards of Master's promotion 
                of a more single-pointed focus on God were evident in the glowing 
                faces of the participants. During the last few moments, Master 
                also said that She knew of our struggles, that She did not blame 
                us for our problems, and that She loves us all very much. Through 
                Master's meticulous care, many felt a re-awakening of devotion 
                to God and spiritual practice. What a blessing for us all to carry 
                into the New Year!
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