Any
time you want to ask yourself a question, you should first ask the
question, "Why am I asking this question? and "What's
the need for the question?" Anything that you can not solve
you should try to change; that's all. You have all the power, all
the ability and all the assistance from Heaven, the angels and the
masters in the ten directions to help you. There is nothing you
can not do, so just make up your mind and say that you want to follow
through with the hardship, with the course, with the crazy plan
that you have laid down as God but you have to take care of as a
human being.
That's
the difference between when you were God and you didn't
know what it was like to be a human being. You had never
been a human being before you came here. So you laid down
all kinds of complicated patterns, all kinds of strategies
and projects and you thought you could follow through with
them. Of course you are God so you can do anything you want.
But once you come down, you become a commoner, a human being
and you have to take all of God's plan and that's why you
cry. So just in case you think you can not do it, then just
leave it. Don't hold on to your pride. Make a new plan,
something easier, and then follow through with it.
Sometimes
we are not successful in some endeavor, and we blame God
or blame the Master power, blame our neighbor, blame the
boss, but first we have to think what the problem is with
us. If you lose your job, you have to think about why it
happened; maybe because unconsciously you didn't want that
job anymore. If you lose your wife, or if you're unhappy
in marriage or your marriage goes on the rocks, you must
check inside whether lately you have been neglecting your
spousal duties or unconsciously you want to change partners,
you wish that your neighbor's wife would become yours, that
the two women would exchange houses.
Subconsciously
you will manifest this kind of situation for yourself, that
maybe suddenly your wife becomes cold, or she becomes more
agitated, aggressive and makes much trouble in your marriage.
Then if she walks out or if she makes more trouble than
you can bear, then you must remember that maybe it's you.
If it's not you, then it might be her. There is no God in
there. God doesn't care so much what you're doing but Hes
stands by. The God power always stands by in case we want
to change our plan, in case we want to have Hiers assistance
because our plan has become too complicated, too troublesome
to take care of.
That's
why every time we call out for help, help will be there.
But help will not come the way you wanted sometimes because
the way you wanted is not always good. So it just comes,
whatever it is. Normally a sincere prayer is always answered;
it never goes unheard and unnoticed. So if you lose your
job suddenly or your boss is nasty to you, check whether
lately you have grown very tired of this job, or unappreciative
and wish that you had an easier life, an easier job - the
boss is lousy, the job is too much, or anything like that.
You
lose it and then you feel, "Oh, it wasn't that bad.
I was just complaining a little bit inside." But actually
our thoughts, our speech and our actions are very powerful.
Especially for the Quan Yin practitioner because you're
already reconnected with your own Godly power. So whatever
you think, whatever you wish, whatever you say will eventually
come into being, come to pass. So please take care that
what you think is only truly what you want. Don't always
think nonsense and then later regret it because you're God.
You create everything with your thinking.
That's
why the Buddhist scriptures say: Everything is created by
the mind. It's truly like that. So try to create a favorable
environment for yourself if you don't want to be uncomfortable.
Try to create friendliness, peace, harmony and everything
smooth for your life with your precepts, with your pure
thinking, with your positive desire. So even if it becomes
difficult, you will feel more comfortable.
Most
people speak in a very habitual manner like: Someone is clever,
if we love him, we might say: "Oh, he's a little devil,"
and we say things like, "Oh, hell!"; "What the hell,
she's a beautiful girl!" or "Oh, my life is damn fortunate."
So we always connect damnation with our luck, our beauty and our
happiness, and this is not good for us. It would be more proper
if we counted our blessings and blessed every situation that we
happened to be in, have left behind, or encountered. Even if it
was a thing we didn't like, we should just say: "Bless you!
God bless You!" and then go somewhere else. If a plan is not
good then you should just leave it. Realize your mistake and make
another plan. Because you are God, you are Buddha, you can create
anything you want, absolutely anything, but you must believe it.
The
trouble is we've lived in the negative power world too long and
our faith has become very thin, worn out with bad experiences that
we've created for ourselves. Actually we create all the bad experiences
and all the negative effects for ourselves so that we can struggle.
That's the game. But then after some time we get too tired and it's
time to pray. Then we get the Quan Yin Method and go home. Even
then, after we practice the Quan Yin Method maybe, we still encounter
problems because our mind very habitually creates new problems again.
It will say things like: "What a hell of a woman!" you
know, "What a beautiful woman! " In Au Lac we say things
like that too: "Oh, she is terribly beautiful!" or "Oh,
he is awfully nice!" That's the English saying, "Awfully
nice!", or "She was terribly beautiful!" or "He
is a hell of a guest!" or host. Oh, it's terrible.
Why
not just say "He is a wonderful fellow" or "She is
such a blessedly beautiful woman" or "This kid is terrifically
intelligent," not "He's a devil," or "He's a
little devil." Because he is very clever, we call him a little
devil or say, "Oh, he's a clever devil." These are just
some examples of our habits, and so we damn every situation that
we encounter, even the happiness and the good fortune that we get.
It's no wonder that our life is always a kind of mixed salad. We
have a little happiness, and we also have a hell of a lot of problems.
Wow, there are a lot of bad words we learn from some of the media,
we watch it and think it's so funny. We don't think there's any
harm in it, we repeat the same thing and we imitate them. It's just
done in a very innocent spirit. But because we are God originally,
everything we think, every word we add we must be careful about,
because it's powerful. If it's just idle thinking, then maybe it
doesn't take effect so much. But if it's really serious, sincere
thinking and a deep rooted desire, then it will come true.
Just
because it doesn't come true right away after you wish for
a wish, you think it comes from nowhere or it's just like
a very coincidental fortune or misfortune. But actually
you have created it somehow, somewhere, sometime before
or just now and you have forgotten it. I have had experiences
like this. So try always to think good so that everything
that comes to you is good, favorable. Even if it isn't good,
at least you are always thinking of good, and that's clean
and you will feel good that you think good thoughts. At
least you don't feel responsible for the bad things that
happen to you or to someone else.
Actually
if you just lie half-heartedly, or say something not nice,
just idly or absentmindedly, then maybe the effect is not
so great. But it could come true. It depends on how powerful
you are. That's how witches, black magicians curse people
into trouble, or people are possessed and feel ill by any
curse or black power. These things happen because witchcraft
is just like any other science. It's just black science
or white science. It becomes more powerful with time, with
practice. It's just like you keep reciting some mantra,
and you meditate on one thing and it becomes real, becomes
powerful.
Similarly,
if you practice negative actions or negative mind power,
then you also develop that kind of black power. Because
we are God, we are made from God, we are as capable as God
of creating absolutely anything whatsoever we want to create.
It's like we have created this body, we have created this
universe, we have created everything that we need at one
time or another, by group power or by individual power.
Group power is stronger, of course, and that's why you can
see in many of the nations, most of the citizens inside
are very much alike in thoughts, in actions and ways of
living. So people say, "Wow, I'm proud to be American."
There is truly such a thing as American or English or French
because of group consciousness.
That's
why group meditation is very powerful - if we all think
the same thing or have the same goal, then the power will
mix together very powerfully. It's not that one person is
not powerful but everything in a mass is powerful. Like
a drop of ocean water; it truly is ocean water and it truly
has all the potential and qualities of ocean water, but
it's only a drop. Whoever puts together in the ocean even
just a drop like that becomes the ocean. No one can say
he is only a drop in the ocean anymore but he is the ocean
now. That's how it is with group consciousness and group
meditation.
That's
why you should make sure when you go to group meditation that your
mind is pure and try to go in the same direction as everyone else,
the way Master and God want or the way you want. It's not the way
Master wants, really, it's the way you want, isn't it? It's you
who want to become Buddha. It's you who want to be one with God
again; it's you who wants to realize yourself. So make yourself
that which you wish. Change your thoughts, your speech and your
actions into those of a God-like being. Set for yourself a high
standard: "Okay, now I want to be God." Then just do everything
that you think is God-like, at every moment of your life, in every
minute of your daily activities. That's how you get near to your
goal. That's why you meditate, you keep the precepts, you eat vegetarian,
you are tolerant, you keep all beings in love and harmony, you try
to do your duty and you try to be as good as God, a mini-God even,
but better than nothing.
Then
one day the drop will become the ocean. Once we enter the ocean
we will become the ocean. Sometimes the water is already in the
ocean but is separated by a cup or plastic bag. That's our karma,
our ego. So one time, one day the cup will be broken somehow or
the plastic bag will have a hole in it. Then the drop will become
the ocean. But we should make an effort. It's not that every effort
will not bear fruit and not that karma is always there and whatever
you do it will be the same. It's not the same, is it? It's not the
same because you have decided to change the course of your life
now already, so everything has changed.
That's
why since your initiation, you are connected back with yourself
and you try to live the way of God, and your life has changed.
You feel better, more worthwhile, more real, more like the
way you want yourself to be; you feel more noble and that's
the way it is. That's how we become God, by following our
goal, by trying to lift ourselves up to the standard that
we want to reach. That's all there is.
If
you want to be God and you say: "I want to be God. I want to
be God," and you recite it like a mantra, it will never take
you anywhere. It will only bring you the wanting to be God and nothing
else, so you'll want all your life. So don't want anything, just
do it. Do whatever you want to do and don't say, "I want money.
I want money." Go and earn it. If you keep wanting, wanting,
then all you have is want. It's not that you should just force yourself
to think positively but you must know why. Everything you think
falls back upon you so you have no choice but to think positively,
think good about yourself.
So
any time if something really goes wrong, then we must check
up on our own inner self whether lately we have been lacking
in effort, lagging behind in something, or maybe we don't
want that thing anymore until we lose it and then we feel
sorry. So don't let things go so bad and then feel sorry.
But even when it's already going bad like that, you can
change it.
You
are God and are being good, you feel good and noble, and
go toward the goal that you want to achieve. Now I want
to be God, I want to be good, and I want to be noble, so
then just go. Then you will be more and more beautiful each
day, because you became what you think, you became what
you love. It's like a couple; they look like each other
because they love each other. Like the owner looks like
the dog because he loves the dog. Then if you love God,
of course you will become like God, at least outwardly,
and inwardly too, because the inner changes the outer.
People
who love and have dogs and cats don't go for plastic surgery
to change their appearance. They just change from inside.
Their heart just goes into watching their dog every day,
loving him, paying attention to him, playing with him, worrying
about him, missing him, thinking about him, dreaming about
him, and eating with him. They eat chocolate or ice cream
together. The owner licks, licks, and then gives the dog
a lick; especially children do that; they share candy, ice
cream, chocolate, everything. They eat from the same plate,
too, cutting a sandwich in two halves and then the dog takes
one, and they take one. Anyhow, if we just love a dog or
partner and we can come to look like a dog or partner, so
much, then if we love God of course we will become beautiful
and like God.
Looking
like God might not be having our appearance look like God,
but the inside will look like God and God will recognize
it. We will know we are God because we will feel good and
other people will recognize the beautiful God-like appearance
in us. But also the appearance outside changes too. That's
why, sometimes immediately after initiation, I hardly recognize
some people, they change so much, so beautiful, so young,
so handsome and looking like a child. I can't believe that
it's the grumpy person who just came in half an hour earlier,
yelling at everyone and doubting everyone. No one could
even go near him.
After
that, he looks like a child, like an angel; and really he
becomes so different in his appearance, like he has undergone
surgery to change his face; and the way he talks, the way
he walks, and his complexion, everything. I don't know how
long he can keep it but it is so good after initiation.
Many of you too, you change and change and change every
day. The more you are diligent in practice the more beautiful
you become, men and women alike. Sometimes after a few months
you come back and I can not recognize one or two people.
If you didn't see a person for a long time, afterwards you
see them and say: "Oh, how did she become so beautiful
- younger eyes, more sparkling, the smile has more energy
and the skin has become tighter, pink, young and smooth,
very different?"