Perplexing 
          Questions 
          From Ancient Times  
            We 
            have to begin somewhere, and our life began a long time ago, or perhaps 
            it has just begun and we have forgotten where we truly came from. 
            That's the only question that we could not answer, for most of us, 
            for many of us. Everything else, we are clever enough to know. We 
            can learn through books. We can experiment in the laboratory. We can 
            use chemical substances or scientific knowledge to solve, to give 
            an answer. But the only answer that's most puzzling is, "Where have 
            we come from?" And this is another equally puzzling one, "Where will 
            we go after this?" Obviously, to many of us, life doesn't end in the 
            coffin. We do know that, but we just cannot prove it. To many of the 
            wise saints since ancient times, these questions are very simple. 
            They do know where they came from, and they do know where they will 
            go. For them, the question of death doesn't have any appeal or any 
            frightening effect, because like the saints in the Bible say, I die 
            daily.
We 
            have to begin somewhere, and our life began a long time ago, or perhaps 
            it has just begun and we have forgotten where we truly came from. 
            That's the only question that we could not answer, for most of us, 
            for many of us. Everything else, we are clever enough to know. We 
            can learn through books. We can experiment in the laboratory. We can 
            use chemical substances or scientific knowledge to solve, to give 
            an answer. But the only answer that's most puzzling is, "Where have 
            we come from?" And this is another equally puzzling one, "Where will 
            we go after this?" Obviously, to many of us, life doesn't end in the 
            coffin. We do know that, but we just cannot prove it. To many of the 
            wise saints since ancient times, these questions are very simple. 
            They do know where they came from, and they do know where they will 
            go. For them, the question of death doesn't have any appeal or any 
            frightening effect, because like the saints in the Bible say, I die 
            daily.
            
             What does it mean 
            to die daily? When we withdraw ourselves inward to enter the Kingdom 
            of God, that's when we die. We die temporarily, and then we come back 
            to life again. So, resurrection can happen any time during our ordinary 
            life if we follow the process of Jesus, of the ancient saints. Since 
            we die once, or we die daily, we do know there is other life, there 
            are other worlds besides this physical one. Then we are free to roam 
            around the universe; we explore the mysteries of the cosmos. We know 
            that dying is no big deal; and in fact, we know that we don't ever 
            die. We also know that we don't even have a physical body. So strange 
            as it may seem, it is a fact.
What does it mean 
            to die daily? When we withdraw ourselves inward to enter the Kingdom 
            of God, that's when we die. We die temporarily, and then we come back 
            to life again. So, resurrection can happen any time during our ordinary 
            life if we follow the process of Jesus, of the ancient saints. Since 
            we die once, or we die daily, we do know there is other life, there 
            are other worlds besides this physical one. Then we are free to roam 
            around the universe; we explore the mysteries of the cosmos. We know 
            that dying is no big deal; and in fact, we know that we don't ever 
            die. We also know that we don't even have a physical body. So strange 
            as it may seem, it is a fact. 
          
  That's 
            why when Jesus was nailed on the cross, He was not afraid, He did 
            not cry. He didn't beg for His life. He didn't run away. He could 
            have done so, but He didn't want to. He didn't have to. He surrendered 
            everything to God's will because He knew where He was going. He knew 
            all the time. He knew that there is no such thing as death or suffering. 
            True suffering occurs when we do not know where we came from and where 
            we will go. Because Jesus knew already, He gave up the quest for physical 
            comfort. He gave up the fear of death and He went because He knew 
            He would always be there, and that it is only the physical body that 
            decays in the mortals' eyes. But in Jesus' wisdom, there was no such 
            thing even as a physical body.
That's 
            why when Jesus was nailed on the cross, He was not afraid, He did 
            not cry. He didn't beg for His life. He didn't run away. He could 
            have done so, but He didn't want to. He didn't have to. He surrendered 
            everything to God's will because He knew where He was going. He knew 
            all the time. He knew that there is no such thing as death or suffering. 
            True suffering occurs when we do not know where we came from and where 
            we will go. Because Jesus knew already, He gave up the quest for physical 
            comfort. He gave up the fear of death and He went because He knew 
            He would always be there, and that it is only the physical body that 
            decays in the mortals' eyes. But in Jesus' wisdom, there was no such 
            thing even as a physical body. 
          
  This 
            is very difficult to prove unless we follow the same path as the great 
            masters have gone through, like Buddha or Jesus. They went on the 
            same path; therefore, they preached the same thing, even though we 
            label them Buddhism or Christianity. We have so much terminology and 
            separate the Truth into two different categories which confuses us. 
            But actually, the Masters always teach basically the same thing. If 
            we cut off the ribbons, the wrapping paper, and the different ways 
            of the Master's individual talent and eloquence of speech, then they 
            are the same. Especially after we have become enlightened, or have 
            followed the same path and practice the same thing, then we know it 
            is exactly the same because they both go the same way. Suppose all 
            of us come to this auditorium, sit here for a while, then afterward 
            we go out and then describe the same room. There is no difference.
This 
            is very difficult to prove unless we follow the same path as the great 
            masters have gone through, like Buddha or Jesus. They went on the 
            same path; therefore, they preached the same thing, even though we 
            label them Buddhism or Christianity. We have so much terminology and 
            separate the Truth into two different categories which confuses us. 
            But actually, the Masters always teach basically the same thing. If 
            we cut off the ribbons, the wrapping paper, and the different ways 
            of the Master's individual talent and eloquence of speech, then they 
            are the same. Especially after we have become enlightened, or have 
            followed the same path and practice the same thing, then we know it 
            is exactly the same because they both go the same way. Suppose all 
            of us come to this auditorium, sit here for a while, then afterward 
            we go out and then describe the same room. There is no difference. 
            
          Enlightenment 
            Is Our Natural State 
          
 What 
            is it about enlightenment that so many people make a great mystery 
            about, praise so much, and encourage us to go forward to claim it 
            again? It is not enlightenment at all. It is just the Truth. It is 
            just the way it should be; it is the way it is. And if we don't know 
            enlightenment, then we continue suffering so much until we realize 
            that everything else is not important, except to know God. When we 
            begin to want to know God, then God will send someone, a friend, a 
            guide, an experienced brother to show us what to do.
What 
            is it about enlightenment that so many people make a great mystery 
            about, praise so much, and encourage us to go forward to claim it 
            again? It is not enlightenment at all. It is just the Truth. It is 
            just the way it should be; it is the way it is. And if we don't know 
            enlightenment, then we continue suffering so much until we realize 
            that everything else is not important, except to know God. When we 
            begin to want to know God, then God will send someone, a friend, a 
            guide, an experienced brother to show us what to do. 
          
  After 
            we know what to do, that's when we are enlightened. We might not be 
            as greatly enlightened immediately as Buddha or Jesus, but we are 
            enlightened somewhat. Then, day by day, we continue with the process, 
            and we become just as great. We will understand what Jesus said to 
            us, like: "Whatever I do, you can do better, or you can do as well," 
            and, "I and my Father are one." We will understand that we are all 
            children of God. We will understand that we are the temple of God 
            and only the Holy Spirit lives within us.
After 
            we know what to do, that's when we are enlightened. We might not be 
            as greatly enlightened immediately as Buddha or Jesus, but we are 
            enlightened somewhat. Then, day by day, we continue with the process, 
            and we become just as great. We will understand what Jesus said to 
            us, like: "Whatever I do, you can do better, or you can do as well," 
            and, "I and my Father are one." We will understand that we are all 
            children of God. We will understand that we are the temple of God 
            and only the Holy Spirit lives within us.
            
             If God lives within 
            us, then what are we? We are God. Well, if this is only the house, 
            and God lives inside, then who else is there? Could it be that we, 
            I and God, live in the same house? He didn't say I and God live in 
            there. He said I and my Father are one. If I and my Father are one, 
            how come we don't know Hirm? If the Holy Spirit dwells within this 
            temple, and this fleshly body is only the temple, and there's only 
            one person who dwells within, God, then who is there inside? Only 
            one person, only God.
If God lives within 
            us, then what are we? We are God. Well, if this is only the house, 
            and God lives inside, then who else is there? Could it be that we, 
            I and God, live in the same house? He didn't say I and God live in 
            there. He said I and my Father are one. If I and my Father are one, 
            how come we don't know Hirm? If the Holy Spirit dwells within this 
            temple, and this fleshly body is only the temple, and there's only 
            one person who dwells within, God, then who is there inside? Only 
            one person, only God. 
          
  That 
            made me cry sometimes before. I said, "If I am God, how come I am 
            so humble? How come I'm so weak? How come I'm so small; how come I'm 
            so ignorant? How come I suffer so much? Where is my Home?" And that's 
            when we begin to ask ourselves how to reclaim our glory again? That's 
            when enlightenment begins to inch toward us, or we're crawling toward 
            enlightenment, or maybe we're running, flying, it depends. Some people 
            fly, some people walk, some people go by, maybe train. That's why 
            at the time of so-called initiation, some people have greater enlightenment, 
            some people have lesser "great" enlightenment. It's because sometimes 
            we choose to go faster, sometimes we choose to go slower.
That 
            made me cry sometimes before. I said, "If I am God, how come I am 
            so humble? How come I'm so weak? How come I'm so small; how come I'm 
            so ignorant? How come I suffer so much? Where is my Home?" And that's 
            when we begin to ask ourselves how to reclaim our glory again? That's 
            when enlightenment begins to inch toward us, or we're crawling toward 
            enlightenment, or maybe we're running, flying, it depends. Some people 
            fly, some people walk, some people go by, maybe train. That's why 
            at the time of so-called initiation, some people have greater enlightenment, 
            some people have lesser "great" enlightenment. It's because sometimes 
            we choose to go faster, sometimes we choose to go slower. 
          
  How 
            did we choose that? We chose that before we were born. We chose before 
            creation began to play our part in this physical world, or in any 
            part of the cosmos -- we spread all over. We were one and then we 
            became many, as God wished it to be. We partake in the grand design 
            of the creation to play in the colorful drama of life. And now, when 
            the time comes that our role is finished, not necessary, or we're 
            tired, then we want to retire, we want to go back Home. Other people, 
            or other souls, will continue our role, will take over, and then we 
            begin to go Home. That's when enlightenment occurs. It is so simple. 
            We are God; we chose to be ignorant in order to play this drama of 
            life, in order for creation to be colorful and lively, to be different, 
            to have fun, and also in order to know what we truly are. In Heaven, 
            there is only God, nothing else. We don't know God, because we are 
            God, so we have to be "un-Godlike." We chose to come here to be different 
            from God, so that we can have a look and compare and know that we 
            are God.
How 
            did we choose that? We chose that before we were born. We chose before 
            creation began to play our part in this physical world, or in any 
            part of the cosmos -- we spread all over. We were one and then we 
            became many, as God wished it to be. We partake in the grand design 
            of the creation to play in the colorful drama of life. And now, when 
            the time comes that our role is finished, not necessary, or we're 
            tired, then we want to retire, we want to go back Home. Other people, 
            or other souls, will continue our role, will take over, and then we 
            begin to go Home. That's when enlightenment occurs. It is so simple. 
            We are God; we chose to be ignorant in order to play this drama of 
            life, in order for creation to be colorful and lively, to be different, 
            to have fun, and also in order to know what we truly are. In Heaven, 
            there is only God, nothing else. We don't know God, because we are 
            God, so we have to be "un-Godlike." We chose to come here to be different 
            from God, so that we can have a look and compare and know that we 
            are God. 
          
  Enlightenment 
            is the purpose of everyone who comes into this physical universe. 
            Because we want to know God, we have chosen to play this ignorant 
            part so that we truly can recognize God and ourselves. Just like if, 
            in the world, there is only man, we do not know the difference between 
            man and woman. We will not know that we are a man unless there is 
            a woman. Unless there is night, we do not recognize daytime. If we 
            always live in the sunlight, we do not know what darkness is.
Enlightenment 
            is the purpose of everyone who comes into this physical universe. 
            Because we want to know God, we have chosen to play this ignorant 
            part so that we truly can recognize God and ourselves. Just like if, 
            in the world, there is only man, we do not know the difference between 
            man and woman. We will not know that we are a man unless there is 
            a woman. Unless there is night, we do not recognize daytime. If we 
            always live in the sunlight, we do not know what darkness is. 
          
 That 
            is the answer that I have found myself. But to find out the real meaning 
            of it, to realize the real meaning, each one of us has to search the 
            way to find it for him or herself. It's not by hearing, by listening, 
            by saying, that we know we are God. Even though we believe the Bible, 
            at the moment we still don't know we are God, or do we? Do you know 
            you are God? Some of you do, I guess, because you are enlightened. 
            Some of you have studied with other masters, or teachers, and then 
            of course, you realized, to some degree, that you are not just the 
            body; you are not the body at all.
That 
            is the answer that I have found myself. But to find out the real meaning 
            of it, to realize the real meaning, each one of us has to search the 
            way to find it for him or herself. It's not by hearing, by listening, 
            by saying, that we know we are God. Even though we believe the Bible, 
            at the moment we still don't know we are God, or do we? Do you know 
            you are God? Some of you do, I guess, because you are enlightened. 
            Some of you have studied with other masters, or teachers, and then 
            of course, you realized, to some degree, that you are not just the 
            body; you are not the body at all.
            
             Sometimes, during 
            samadhi, you find your body doesn't exist. You know you exist, but 
            not the body. You don't find any body, you don't find any trace of 
            the physical substance that we call flesh, bones, body, hair, or whatever. 
            It's all light; it's all God. That's when we truly realize we are 
            God, that only God dwells within this temple; and after all, the temple 
            disappears, too. Only this realization will make us happy, truly happy; 
            otherwise, no matter how many Bibles we read, how many other teachers 
            tell us that we are God, we can never believe it. We can never know 
            we are truly the children of God or the Kingdom of God is within you.
Sometimes, during 
            samadhi, you find your body doesn't exist. You know you exist, but 
            not the body. You don't find any body, you don't find any trace of 
            the physical substance that we call flesh, bones, body, hair, or whatever. 
            It's all light; it's all God. That's when we truly realize we are 
            God, that only God dwells within this temple; and after all, the temple 
            disappears, too. Only this realization will make us happy, truly happy; 
            otherwise, no matter how many Bibles we read, how many other teachers 
            tell us that we are God, we can never believe it. We can never know 
            we are truly the children of God or the Kingdom of God is within you. 
          
 We 
            read the Bible every day; we know the Bible by heart; we might be 
            able to recite from the first page to the last sentence, but we still 
            do not know God. We pray every day to God, to the God that we don't 
            even know, to answer our questions, to fulfill our requests, to answer 
            our desires; and all the while we are that. We are that to whom we're 
            praying. Then sometimes we get angry with Hirm because we think Hes 
            doesn't answer us, Hes doesn't fulfill our requests. Only when we 
            know we are God, we don't blame anymore. We don't even need to pray 
            anymore. Whatever we think, we will have; whatever we want, we will 
            get, but we will not want any more.
We 
            read the Bible every day; we know the Bible by heart; we might be 
            able to recite from the first page to the last sentence, but we still 
            do not know God. We pray every day to God, to the God that we don't 
            even know, to answer our questions, to fulfill our requests, to answer 
            our desires; and all the while we are that. We are that to whom we're 
            praying. Then sometimes we get angry with Hirm because we think Hes 
            doesn't answer us, Hes doesn't fulfill our requests. Only when we 
            know we are God, we don't blame anymore. We don't even need to pray 
            anymore. Whatever we think, we will have; whatever we want, we will 
            get, but we will not want any more. 
          
  At 
            that time, we can say, The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want, 
            because we are so fulfilled. It doesn't matter if we drive a Mercedes, 
            we drive a bicycle, or we walk, we are so happy, we are so fulfilled. 
            We are so rich inside that nothing can make us unhappy at all. Even 
            if we are a king, or we are a beggar, we are equally happy in any 
            situation because we truly know happiness. At that time, happiness 
            is us and that's what enlightenment will bring. It's not a theory 
            that we should listen to, it's the experience, it's knowledge, it's 
            the realization that we must get. Otherwise, we cannot understand 
            many things that we want to understand. Otherwise we will continue 
            to misunderstand each other, also, and suffer a lot, whether in personal 
            relationships, in business dealings, or in the loving connection with 
            God. We will not have the true understanding and the love that is 
            so great that we could forgive our enemies because at that time, we 
            will realize there is no enemy.
At 
            that time, we can say, The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want, 
            because we are so fulfilled. It doesn't matter if we drive a Mercedes, 
            we drive a bicycle, or we walk, we are so happy, we are so fulfilled. 
            We are so rich inside that nothing can make us unhappy at all. Even 
            if we are a king, or we are a beggar, we are equally happy in any 
            situation because we truly know happiness. At that time, happiness 
            is us and that's what enlightenment will bring. It's not a theory 
            that we should listen to, it's the experience, it's knowledge, it's 
            the realization that we must get. Otherwise, we cannot understand 
            many things that we want to understand. Otherwise we will continue 
            to misunderstand each other, also, and suffer a lot, whether in personal 
            relationships, in business dealings, or in the loving connection with 
            God. We will not have the true understanding and the love that is 
            so great that we could forgive our enemies because at that time, we 
            will realize there is no enemy. 
          
  We 
            read a lot of the Bible, like, you have to forgive your enemy, love 
            thy neighbor. But we will never understand why until we truly realize 
            what we are or who we are. Then at that time, there's no need to explain. 
            Love just flows from us. Light just surrounds us; we become that, 
            we become love, we become light, we become what we always wanted to 
            be, we become what we have always been praying to. We become Godlike.
We 
            read a lot of the Bible, like, you have to forgive your enemy, love 
            thy neighbor. But we will never understand why until we truly realize 
            what we are or who we are. Then at that time, there's no need to explain. 
            Love just flows from us. Light just surrounds us; we become that, 
            we become love, we become light, we become what we always wanted to 
            be, we become what we have always been praying to. We become Godlike. 
          
  That's 
            why a master like Jesus, we worship because He is so Godlike. That's 
            why Buddha, everyone adores Him, because He is so Godlike. He is everything 
            that we imagine a God to be. But that, we can become also. Jesus has 
            told us, and we have to believe Him. He had no reason to tell us a 
            lie. He didn't take money from anyone. He didn't build a church or 
            house at that time, even. He walked, He had no possessions, He had 
            no reason to tell lies to any soul on this planet. He told us: Whatever 
            I can do, you can do also. You are all children of God. He said that; 
            we have to believe Him. Now, the only one thing for us to do is to 
            realize what He said, to prove it to ourselves. Because He already 
            promised that, we have to find out 'how', how to realize these promises. 
            This is what enlightenment is all about. Very simple.
That's 
            why a master like Jesus, we worship because He is so Godlike. That's 
            why Buddha, everyone adores Him, because He is so Godlike. He is everything 
            that we imagine a God to be. But that, we can become also. Jesus has 
            told us, and we have to believe Him. He had no reason to tell us a 
            lie. He didn't take money from anyone. He didn't build a church or 
            house at that time, even. He walked, He had no possessions, He had 
            no reason to tell lies to any soul on this planet. He told us: Whatever 
            I can do, you can do also. You are all children of God. He said that; 
            we have to believe Him. Now, the only one thing for us to do is to 
            realize what He said, to prove it to ourselves. Because He already 
            promised that, we have to find out 'how', how to realize these promises. 
            This is what enlightenment is all about. Very simple. 
          
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