Again
and again, I tell you, I'm a very simple person. There's no need to
have illusions about me; I'm just like you. Whatever I have, you have.
It's just that you have not discovered it completely. That's your
problem. But don't make a big deal out of my person; I am just like
you, really, I live just the way you do. Don't make it too fantasizing,
fairylike, and all kinds of things. Do I have anything different from
you? I don't understand why you have illusions about me so much. I
have seen quite a few of those so-called masters and all those very
big personages. I never felt afraid, nervous or anything; I just felt
pleasant and honored to be able to see a person who is supposed to
be so kind, and so holy. If they are, then I'm very happy to meet
such a person. Just like I am happy to meet many of you, many times,
because I suppose you are very holy, very saintly. That's it, no less,
no more.
It's just that we
don't always have a chance and time to see each other for too long,
or have a personal talk because we have to expand. It's our purpose
in this group, in our meditation or in our Quan Yin family. It's not
to know each other personally, to have a chitchat, or feel very close,
personally tied, but to develop our own mastership, our own wisdom.
Therefore, it doesn't matter if I'm close to you personally or not.
I'm not here to make a personal acquaintance or friendship with you.
It is just to show you that you are the master. I show you the way
to find your own mastership. You regain your wisdom. That is our purpose.
Therefore, it doesn't matter, even though regrettably we do not have
time to have tea or talk friendly together the way two friends should,
because we know each other inside. Our purpose is not to gain your
confidence or your friendship personally, to make you feel that I'm
good, I'm very friendly, that you can approach me, or that I'm approachable.
So don't ever feel hurt, or fantasize that you can talk to me personally
or make a friendship personally. That's not necessary. It's not our
purpose. It's not the purpose of our life to make a real friendship
with anyone, because our friend is God. Our friend is the Master power
inside. So whoever can show us that, is fine. It's good enough already.
No need to be attached to any person's physical being. What I mean
is, don't fantasize too much and lose touch with reality.
I'm
just another woman, and perhaps a little wiser one. The one who has
found, regained some of Her wisdom or maybe all of Her wisdom, whatever
it is. But She is just another woman, like every other one. That woman
can gain the same, and you can gain the same, sooner or later. Maybe
already has, maybe going to be, may already has gained half, maybe
two-thirds. It's the same. Just because I started the business, everyone
just fixed me in that position of a leader. No, I'm just a guide,
the one who walks before. But I don't have to always walk before.
If you can walk past me, just go.
All
this important treatment, I cannot bear. I really cannot. It suffocates
me. I'm sorry if it sounds ungrateful, but it really does. I know
you don't mean it. I know you mean well, and you respect me, you love
me. No need to make so important, fuss and waste a lot of time and
energy for me personally. I don't enjoy all that. I enjoy a more relaxed
atmosphere. Please know again that I'm very simple. Don't waste your
time and energy doing things that I don't even appreciate; I don't
even need. I'm a very simple person, believe me. I don't even have
time to live a complicated life. I don't even have time to enjoy most
of the things that you give me, even if you want to give. I'm lucky
if I can sleep, if I can meditate well, if I can have some peace in
my heart without people troubling me from outside, from inside. So,
peace is the food I need. 
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