Spoken By Supreme
Master Ching Hai,
Hsihu, Formosa, April 9, 1991 (Originally In Chinese)
No
one is perfect, but it's all right if you don't regard yourself as an
ordinary human being. However, this isn't easy, because you have become
accustomed to despising yourself life after life, and have lost track
of your identity. You learn worldly knowledge and develop worldly talents
blindly, caring only about surviving in this world. You have forgotten
your greatness, so now you will train yourself again and rediscover
your identity; it's that simple. Once you have rediscovered it, you
can do anything you wish without running into difficulty, without having
to give up your career, hobbies, relatives or friends. You can continue
to embrace your lover. What it means is: When you realize who you are,
everything is the Truth; and before you realize it, nothing is the Truth;
this is the only difference.
Once you attain God-hood,
you will sing and dance as you like -- no problem, I can guarantee that!
I mean that once we know who we are, we even become better in our worldly
hobbies and talents. Therefore, I'm not asking you to forsake the world,
but we have to be mentally prepared to forsake it in exchange for the
Truth. We have to be ready to renounce it if and when it's necessary.
If we're in this state of mind, we can soon reach deep into the Truth,
into the vast ocean of wisdom. It's good enough to be mentally prepared
without having to do it. We should have the determination and spirit
to put the Truth before all else, and then the obstacles will definitely
be removed from our spiritual path. If we don't have the spirit of renunciation,
it would be useless even if we became a monk.
As I recall, there's
no secret behind my attainment of the Truth. All I had then was pure
sincerity. I pursued spiritual practice without any ideas, demands or
any person on my mind. I was naturally like that. Even if you asked
me to die for the Truth at that time, I would have done it, as I was
not attached to anything in the world. Whether I had food or not, I
would persist in my spiritual practice. I never complained, nor was
I distracted from the Truth by food.
I remember, when I
was in India, I offered all my money to the so-called masters that I
met, so I was left without a penny. I never anticipated that I might
sometimes yearn to have some biscuits, candy or ice cream. I had a better
appetite at that time and ate a lot each day. Since I had no money then,
every day I dreamt crazily about having some biscuits, but I couldn't
get any. Only when I went out with people occasionally, would I swallow
anything I was offered like a hungry ghost. Even then, those things
didn't distract me from my aspiration for the Truth. That's the only
quality of mine that I can remember, and that's why God loved me, and
let me have a taste of what the "Truth" is like.
Therefore, I want
to impart this secret way to you. Should we want to attain the Truth
quickly, apart from securing an experienced master, we also need to
have a sincere aspiration for the Truth; then it's enough. God doesn't
require us to offer money, or to be a pure vegetarian. We observe a
vegetarian diet to reduce our obstacles, and to refrain from incurring
blood debts. God never imposes harsh demands of any kind on us.
For instance, when
we go to school, the teachers never demand that we go to bed late, get
up early, or learn this or that. They don't make harsh demands on us;
but as students, we know that we can't study well unless we get up earlier
and go to bed late. Also, when we're studying, we refrain from indulging
in pleasures. Didn't we have a tough time when we were students? We
sacrificed everything, and pleasures were very rare. Only occasionally
would we go to dances or parties; we couldn't go every day. It wasn't
because our professors or teachers forbade us, but we knew we must not
be lazy and that that was the way to successful learning. If we were
sluggish, we'd have to stay another year, or fail the exams.

We
spiritual practitioners also have to follow some secret guidelines,
for instance, being a vegetarian to keep our body, speech and mind pure.
Free from the annoyance of subtle guilty feelings, our conscience will
be at peace. We also have to take good care of the family and observe
monogamy. Why? Because if there is turbulence and bad feelings within
the family, we can hardly continue with our spiritual practice. Our
minds will be distracted, and we can't focus on spiritual cultivation.
The precepts are there to help us, to give us more time to concentrate,
just like when we're studying in school.
Another example is
that we refrain from watching bad movies and reading erotic publications.
This is meant to prevent us from getting stimulated, and then forgetting
our inner Self and our aspiration for the Truth. Keeping the precepts
will not take us to God-hood. No! No! No! Let me cite another example:
A student never goes dancing or indulges in pleasures, but can he graduate
without studying? He can't! These are only helpful ways. In the same
sense, you won't reach God-hood by keeping the precepts, being a vegetarian,
or chanting the scriptures. At the most, you can only acquire some knowledge
and know more about ethics. Attaining God-hood requires an entirely
different lesson of training yourself to discover and dig out your treasure
from within.
Someone asked me:
"Is it enough to just take the precepts as our teacher?" What
do you think? It's not enough! I'll give you one more example. For instance,
when we're in the army, we have all kinds of regulations telling us
what to do and what not to do. All soldiers must observe these regulations.
However, if a soldier is only good at obeying the discipline but not
at training his skills of fighting a battle, resisting the enemy, and
defending himself and the nation, is he a real soldier? Of course not!
Nevertheless, soldiers, especially new recruits, must follow the regulations.
Now you must first
discipline yourself, and when you've become a general, you can do whatever
you want! You'll tell others to follow the regulations while it's all
right for you to be a little lax. It's because you've already gone through
the training, and reached a higher rank than they have. It's time for
you to train others instead of getting trained.
Therefore, when you've
reached God-hood, perhaps I won't comment anymore about what you should
do, but not now. Now you still have to follow the rules and train yourself
to be disciplined. Otherwise, you'll be distracted and can't concentrate
on our ultimate goal. For new spiritual practitioners, they had better
keep the precepts strictly to build up their faith in the Truth. Therefore,
don't ask me, "Why are You so strict?" I'm not strict! I just
offer you the secret ways of spiritual practice. If we're too casual
in spiritual practice, it will be difficult for us to learn the supreme
techniques. Therefore, new practitioners should follow the instructions
of the teacher. It's very difficult to follow the master's instructions.
You all think that you can do it, but you may fail when the test comes.
It was written in
an Indian scripture: The Muslim commandment says that not only should
you not consume alcohol, even your clothes and your prayer rug must
not be placed near alcohol. However, there's another saying that goes:
If your enlightened master tells you to soak all your clothes in alcohol,
you must comply. That means you must do whatever the teacher tells you,
and this is really difficult! There's an ancient Chinese saying which
says: Upon entering a temple, you should offer your acts, speech and
thoughts to the Dragon God Dharma Guards, which means total surrender.
When you're totally free of your own ideas, ego, and human prejudices
and thoughts, then you've reached the state of total renunciation. However,
it's very difficult; from my observation, very few people have passed
this test.
When I was India,
I once met a world-renowned master. I was coughing very severely, perhaps
because I was allergic to dust. When I was there, I swept the floor
every day. I observed that no one was willing to do the job, and the
staircase was filthy and heavily covered with dust. Even the screens
on the windows were very dusty, so I cleaned them thoroughly. Perhaps
I didn't take good care of myself when sweeping the dust, so it went
into my lungs and made me cough for several months. I coughed until
I felt like my lungs were going to explode and I couldn't stand it anymore,
as if I would die very soon. Day and night I coughed and could neither
sleep nor meditate. Then, the master there summoned me. I believed in
him very much then; I believed in every master. (Master laughs) Strangely,
I had extraordinary faith. Whenever people said that someone was an
enlightened master, I would believe it without testing him. That was
how I treated all the masters I met.
At that time, I happened
to believe in this master. He summoned me when he noticed that I was
coughing very severely. I thought he would give me a secret remedy to
stop my coughing, perhaps by using some miraculous power. When I went
in, he asked me to drink a cup of liquid. After I drank it, they checked
the bottle. Then, both he and his attendant turned green. They were
shocked. Oh, no! That was massage oil! I drank a large cupful of it.
It was good enough that I didn't die from it. I must have had very strong
life power. Both of them were pale and frightened, but they didn't let
me know it; I found out later.
After that, they came
every day to ask me: "Are you feeling okay?" I said, "Why?
I'm all right." (Master laughs) However, I felt really awful when
I drank that medicine; I felt so bad that I wanted to vomit, but I didn't
dare. How could I throw up the medicine given by a master? I regurgitated
and swallowed it again several times until I swallowed it all. Phew!
It was really terrible! It was sticky, spicy, bitter and oily. Good
grief! I had never drunk any medicine that tasted so bad. Only later
did I find out that they had given me the wrong thing. Yet I still didn't
doubt him and stayed on for quite a while. Other ordinary people might
have said, "He can't be an enlightened master! If he is, why would
he have given me the wrong medicine and almost killed me?" But
no suspicion was aroused in me!
Most probably because
I was so simple at heart, and so dumb, God became more merciful toward
me and let me realize the Truth sooner. I have very few secret ways.
All I have are these very simple and easy ways, and I have told you
all. Should you want to attain the Truth, your heart has to be as pure
as a child's; be pure and simple in doing everything, then you'll soon
attain the Truth. If you're complicated, dispute too much, debate too
much, think too much about right and wrong, and take victory and defeat
too seriously, don't blame me if you're very slow in attaining the Truth;
your frustrations are self-created.
There's nothing really
serious about the world. Sooner or later we'll all die, and our graves
will be covered by plants in no time. So, before we enter our graves,
we should try our best to live more happily, do what we love to do,
and do it wholeheartedly; serve the world, take care of ourselves, take
care of the family; enjoy all the beautiful things that the world provides
for us. Sometimes, ugly things are also a kind of lesson, and have their
beautiful aspects. When we observe things through more enlightened eyes,
we discern beauty in everything. Have you noticed how pretty the frogs
are? They're very cute, aren't they? We can see the lovely side in everything.
Therefore, let's do
our best to treat this world as a temporary paradise, and treat all
the people around us as Gods and enlightened beings. Although they don't
recognize themselves as that, we should still respect them and treat
them as we would ourselves; be strict but also forgiving; be loving
but also detached. Then we'll be more relaxed in our actions, speech
and thoughts, and we'll naturally attain the Truth by practicing in
this way.
Don't rush, don't
be nervous, and don't force yourselves. It doesn't matter what level
we've arrived at, as it differs between individuals. By and by, everyone
will understand. I can only promise you that you won't have to come
back to suffer in this world, won't go to hell, won't become animals,
and will definitely ascend. However, the level that you can reach depends
on your confidence and sincerity in your quest for the Truth. You can't
hold me responsible; I can only guide and teach you. It's up to you
to go slower or faster, and keep yourself going in the right direction
or the wrong one.