You Have Always Supported Me

By Fellow Initiate John, L.A., U.S.A.
(Originally in English)

When I was initiated with my mom, Master had just bought a large piece of land for the LA disciples. She especially came here to stay for a few days in response to their sincere invitation. She gave lectures and celebrated the opening of the center with us. Later She also went to group meditations in other places.

Unfortunately, I had a very poor attitude towards meditating at the time. I had a lot of trouble finishing the required two and a half hours. Because of my attitude, I found that every aspect of my life began having troubles. Every time a new problem came up. I would complain to my earthly mother on the phone, then to my heavenly mother during meditation. True to my nature, I did nothing more to improve the situation; I did not increase my meditation time nor did I happily accept this test from Master as a chance to raise my level. Finally, the problems became too much to bear, so I cried out to Master in my meditation. My prayers were answered, Master was coming back to LA for a banquet.

I attended the banquet, all the time asking Master for help me to break through my difficult situation. Master circled the banquet hall giving blessings to all the visitors. Gradually, She made Her way to my table. Much to my surprise, She came up to me, shook my hand, and greeted me politely. I looked over at my mother and she was crying.

Without saying more than this greeting, I knew that She had heard my cries for help, and that She was there to prop me up at my hour of need. She feels the yearnings of the billions of sentient beings on the planet at every moment, and She physically brought Herself to me to let me know that She was there for me. To this day, it brings tears to my eyes when I think about the sacrifices She makes for the least of Her disciples.