I Don't Want To Come Back Again!

My dearest Master,

On an April day, when all things appeared fresh and gay, I went to the ancient city beside the Seine, Paris, where I saw Your loving appearance for the first time, and fulfilled the greatest desire of my life.

At the group meditation with over several thousand people attending, I even had the fortune to hold Your fragrant and tender Buddha hand; and instantly, a pulse of soul-stirring electricity spread through my limbs. I was so excited that I lost consciousness. (Later I realized that I was in samadhi, and had become one with my Buddha Master).

When I suddenly came out of samadhi, I found that Master had already entered the crowd, which was overflowing with excitement. Feeling ecstatic, I had no idea about what to do with my lucky hands, but to continuously rub my wisdom eye and burning cheeks.

In Paris, which is as beautiful as a painting, I not only greatly enjoyed a feast of beauty - the S.M. Celestial Fashion Show which surpassed the pinnacle of modern fashion shows; but also several months later in Nice, I again saw You, my dearest Master, who I missed day and night.

At the hotel's entrance, my initiated daughter was very honored to pass through the welcoming crowd to approach You first, and offer You a bouquet of flowers. She also was blessed by Your touch on her head.

That day, I bowed to You and prostrated to You repeatedly, yet could not quell my strong yearning, love and esteem for You. On the contrary, they became more turbulent, like a raging fire. You personally gave me cookies, candies and cakes; and stroked my left cheek lovingly. I felt that my heart was bursting with blooming, shining lotus flowers. Without a single blink I stared at You giving a discourse, speaking with eloquence and assurance. Like an overflowing vessel, my heart was filled with happiness.

I will never forget when, after Your discourse Your lotus feet stepped down from the stage, and You passed by me like a spring breeze. You let me hold it which was as beautiful as jade, and I kissed the back of it with the greatest reverence. Oh God, one ten thousandth of my happiness and satisfaction are beyond the description of any worldly language.

Oh Master, it was You who encouraged me with Your boundless love so that before Your departure I forgot everything and rushed to Your car door to be close to You. I gathered all my courage and asked: "Master, would You please touch my wisdom eye to bless me?"

Being the most understanding Master, You did not blame my unquenchable greediness; but moreover, smiled warmly and replied: "Okay! Okay!" and immediately raised Your Buddha arm, and put Your Buddha finger on my wisdom eye. I became intoxicated! At that moment, my soul surpassed space and time, detached from everything, and soared to the highest heaven.

Often in the dead of night, I always repeatedly think of and relive the love that Master granted me. Sometimes, I truly dare not believe that I had such a close and intimate encounter with my dear Master. How lucky I am to have obtained in this lifetime Master's secret method, and the Truth which enables people to be completely liberated from life and death and be immediately enlightened.

It has been almost a year and a half since I obtained initiation, and my determination to obtain eternal liberation in this lifetime becomes stronger and stronger each day. Even though God treats me very well in my life, and I have a husband who loves our family wholeheartedly and a couple of children who both are initiates, I still don't want to come back again. Even if God allows me to be born as a queen or princess, I will definitely refuse. I only wish that after this life, I will not have single connection with this Earth - the tumultuous human society!

Thank You Master for Your great grace, merit, compassion and mercy. I wish that Your beauty lasts forever!