In Milan, Italy, I was on the work team for the Celestial Fashion Show, and although I did my best, I almost failed at several important organizational tasks. At that time, I was helping to translate Italian, but I was very nervous and lost my concentration, so I often did a poor job. Afterwards I felt ashamed about this for a long time, and deeply repented having caused discomfort to Master.
When we are used to the worldly way of working, we expect that when we do a bad job we will be scolded or punished or not be loved anymore; at least I do. But Master taught me that the heavenly way of working is very different. Mistakes are really chances for us to learn and make us try harder.
When Master embraced me in Nice I felt that She did not even think about whether I was good or not - I just felt Her unconditional love that asks for nothing and just soothes and heals and brings joy and peace to everyone. Master might scold me sometimes, but She will always love me - love me unconditionally, no matter what I do, no matter if I learn my lessons slowly or quickly. God is really forgiveness: It is us who can not forgive ourselves.
During the group meditation in Nice, France, I was one of the interpreters, and although I translated for many hours I was not tired at all when I got home, but very happy. During the next few days I was very happy as well. I also felt very energized and inspired. I had many ideas about how to spread Master's teachings and promote vegetarianism in Europe. Actually, it is a great blessing having the chance to work for Master; no other work can ever be so rewarding!
I thank God Almighty and all the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas for having such a compassionate and loving Master!
Between Master And Disciples