Then Master began talking about inviting 
            a group of disciples to Her house for lunch. Of course, at that moment 
            everyone became extremely excited and cheered! She reassured us that 
            all the retreat participants would get their chance to see Her. She 
            first invited the "snowflakes" (Caucasians) and "chocolate 
            chips" (Black initiates) for lunch, and then "the cornflakes" 
            (Asians) from various countries, in separate groups, for dinner and 
            tea in the evening and at night. 
          
          During the lunch with Master at Her house, 
            tears welled up in the eyes of many who felt deep love and appreciation 
            for the infinite generosity of our beloved Teacher and Friend. The 
            talk between Master and disciples was informal and very spontaneous. 
            One disciple who has been with Master for some time said that she 
            still fears falling off the path. Master reassured her by saying that 
            this fear is good; it only intensifies our determination to search 
            for the Truth. It also gives us a healthy concern about Maya, since 
            one can never be sure what form Maya may take.
          
          During this exchange between Master and 
            disciple, what was most amazing was the complete transformation of 
            one of the disciples' expressions during the conversation. At the 
            beginning, she was very depressed. Her eyes were downcast and her 
            face seemed to take on a darker color. But by the end of the conversation 
            with Master, her face was infused with joy. She was smiling and laughing 
            as she looked directly at her beloved Mother. Not only was the sister 
            herself blessed, but so was everyone who watched this miracle of healing 
            from the living Buddha!